She's not there

took a picture in my mind
the sun, it rises in her smile
shining star light from her eyes
her skin across her bones so fine
picture perfect all the time
her love for me, I could not find

she put me down upon my knees
begging, pleading, saying, please
was I, just part of the disease?
try as I may, I can't succeed
I get what I want, not what I need
come on back you're the one I need

nothing else can be done
you know you are the only one
can this all, not be undone?
tears streaming down upon my face
I've lost something I can't replace
I loved someone and it went to waste.

Hendrik

Later...